Yesterday... Everyone has a great talk out at the same old place, the same environment, the same cold, the same warmest and the same old faces. I am laying against the wall which is opposite the door. Which allow me to see everyone. The talk session is great. Understanding, embracing, thinking, discuss, putting the dispute, finding passion, making believe, and etc. It makes me either happy or sad in a way. Happy that finally everything is gg fine. No more to be worry over some of the problems and the pasts. That's is such an lovely site. some cried, some responsing to their thought and some is giving the advise. All and all... it really feel like as though i'm back at my home. where everyone is joking, laughing and etc. And finally i can settle and leave all the problem behind and graduate with no regret.  

But the problem that makes me sad. Is I going to graduate soon. Meaning... leaving this place I once cherish, loved and always thinking on my mind. For the past 3 years, I have been always gg to the same room (studio 4), same environment where the piano is always there and the carpet is always the place where i will see people sleeping, the red curtain that enclosed the place and the moving in and out of drum. The studio 8 hasn't change too. The whiteboard, piano, cupboard, big trolley. The day i enter salvo, is the same item there. Now i leaving soon, it is also the same. Just that maybe the arrangement of placement, the amount of drums, drumstick has increase. Missed the place. 

Currently, I not sure what is my future going to be. But i just hope that whenever I feel like coming back to TP. The room is there, the warmest, the environment is the same. I just wish so. I hope there will be one day, we all can come back to the same place and have a chill out session again. that's what i believe. And i also hoping there is a concert for salvo in the near future. And every senior, and junior will everyone will go and watch it. Participate in it and also cheer for the junior or junior junior who are performing it. 

Graduation will be in 4 mths time. Time flies. That's what i can say. I still remember the lst day, i came into salvo in 2006. HAHA... so lost. and lost my way. Aw and Neo is making fun of my name when they heard my name. Asking y is why son and not why daughter. haha... And also remember that time i join salvo is just a coindences. Coz i remember i didn't or miss the sign up session for the CCA. Coz having class that time. then one day in the lst week of May, my lst day to school, after the design comm session week. I met my sec fren on the bus. He is asking me whether i joining any CCA or not. then i told him not. then he wanna me go accompany with him. So I went that evening. haha... so funny rite. Then in the end, my that friend he quit and left me. then novem came asking me about Salvo. then she join and replace my that fren who quit. then now come to think of it. I'm still the one who is in the CCA. For so long, I nv realised it. It is as though 2006 is just yesterday and now i'm in senior year le. haha. Come to tink last time the training is at production rm and studio 4 haha... and i'm the wednesday session. haha... Then it changes to wednesday and friday. then when neo and char become the president and vice, it changes to monday and wednesday haa... then still remember the lst score performance at TCC, I and munting didn't perform haha... we are those two being left out till to the fact that we are not up to the standard to perform. haha. But come to think of it. it's so funny. haha... okay let's dun say about the past. 

What I can do is to cherish the present and doesn't remind any regret in the future. That's my role and hope for my graduation. ^^. JY salvo!

Tuesday, November 18, 2008