okay now i'm very tired and sleepy... can't imagine how badly it is... haiz... k i wanna just be myself... and i wanna stop everything around and take a long break from it. But i know i gonna miss them and it. So yeh... there's always giving out of stuff in order to achieve new stuff... but what should i do? i'm feeling miserable. anyway... monday got ferdi class... wonder which product is being chose sia... haiz... k tmr start doing work... and stuff... no more lazing and slacking off... serious means serious. and I not gg to heard or look or interrupt by ppl thinking of me. dun think i dunno anything. But is just a matter of whether i wanna close my eyes and leave or should i jump to conclusion. All depends. Anyway... i gtg sleep... hoping tmr is a better day for me. cya!